My First guest post on ‘Depression’ by Tawni
“I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness for it shows me the stars.”
― Og Mandino
1. Nobody can see me
2. Nobody can see me
3. Nobody can see me
4. Nobody can see me
5. Nobody can see me
6. Nobody can see me
7. One of my best talents is blending in, hiding, shying away or whatever you all call it.
The dark is my safe place.
You can’t see my faults, flaws and imperfections.
I struggle with depression and just a little hint of OCD.
When I’m upset I’m a mess.
Loud music doesn’t help anymore.
Those voices have found their way into the lyrics of my favourite songs
Songs that once calmed my mind
Their words jumbled up in my head. Loud,screaming
They crawled up into my headphones one night and they never left
They’ve found their way into the air
So I breathe, feel and sometimes see them.
When I have mood swings I can’t decide if I want to be alive or not
But I never think of suicide. I like the slow death, let life pick me up in her mouth and chew me vigorously and then spit me out on the ground.
Nobody knows I suffer from depression because I’m good at hiding it. Hiding is one of my talents, and things are best hidden in the dark.
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